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Kagome Dirksmeyer
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1st-Aug-2012 06:47 am(no subject)

My love for her runs so deep. Her soft wet lips against mine your soft skin against mine. When I look into your loving eyes I see the depth of your soul. Fixed by your charms take my control your love is so sweet as the ocean is wide caught by your waves and drawn to your side.Your my soft touch baby my whole heart is melting. My heart is at your command dear To keep and hold and do what you want with it. Hold me like a bunch of pretty flowers and hold then close to your warm body and let me feel the warmth if your breath against my cheek Hold me tight and don`t let go I would be lost without you in my life. I will forever love you and I will fight the dragons that hang around you that scare you and I protect you with all might. When I see you sad and your spirit sagging and down I will pick up in my own way. I will move heaven and earth to make happy. I love you dearly more than I can say. Loving you is my goal making you happy is my pleasure and desire. I will nurse you back to health when your sick and not feeling well. I will be faithful and loyal. Our love will be pure and true I will only love you. You are my Queen and I am your servant girl Your wish is my command. My heart says my place is here by your side every minute and every hour and every day for the rest of my life. Take me as I am for the Woman that I am. And all I ask is your love in return and keep this fire in my soul forever burning You are my shining light This my Pledge to you!!!
8th-May-2011 04:51 am - For All That You Have Given Me

Dedicated to My mother and all my friends mothers and all mothers everywhere They are so Special and our best friends!

For all that you have given me,
I can return but love. For you
Bound up the wounds I did not see
And gave me hopes and passions new.
I can return but love for you,
Whose unmoved faith my heart did move,
And gave me hopes and passions new,
And loved me till I turned to love.

Whose unmoved faith did my heart move?
The mother of my heart, not blood,
Who loved me till I turned to love.
And I became the soul I would.

The mother of my heart, not blood,
Bound up the wounds I did not see.
And I became the soul I would
For all that you have given me
19th-Apr-2011 03:27 am - My Love for the People of Japan

It was one month ago today when the The Twin Disaster happen in Japan. It seem most of the world have forgot gotten what happen. I will not forget. it`s not because I am Japanese but as a human being. The Japanese people are a very proud and strong! I can relate to those who lived in the provinces near the ocean. I live in the city of Alton Illinois the might Mississippi River runs right past the city. I seen the Mississippi river take land and homes and a few lives, and knock out the city water supply. The people comes right back and rebuild homes and business and start over again knowing that it will happen again and again. We also live near the New Madren fault line.And we had a few minor quakes. In the last month as sit home watching the news cast of live people getting sweep away. It` has given me Nightmares The news media plays it over and over for in the name of rating! Some Japanese people are living make shift shelters wondering what they are going to do now? and where to go? Now a silent and invisible deadly killer is a threat to the welfare of the Great people of Japan! The Earthquake and Tsunamis is Nature made. There is no way to prevent it,or stop it? It a reminder that how vulnerable we are on this planet were playing on! The courage of the Japanese people is remarkable how they taking this disaster and be being strong and holding there heads high and wanting to carry on with there lives and coupling with little what they have in their honorable life! The Japanese people has my up most respect because they are the most wise and smart people on this planet.

The children of the of Japan need our love and support and prayers Who whole world will never be the same again They lost everything too! It makes it and me hurt more as i sit in my home surrounded with lots of my things I love, Not thinking one day I could lose everything I own! Lots of other make fun of the people of Japan thinking they are inferior and weak! This past month shows how they really are! Just like us in a America. They are lot smarter than we are They pull together and except the cards they have been dealt with out complaint and looting. They make do on what little they have right now. As a part of my heritage is Japanese I am proud of it and on one is going to put me down because of this ever!

This prayer is for the Japanese People

Please bless the Honorable people of Japan and bless the souls of the the love ones that are missing or has died. Help them to rebuild their shatter lives and help the children and the young and the old cope with this heavy load they are carrying with losing everything they own and the love ones they lost. May the recovery of the area destroyed be rebuilt better and help those replace the things they lost. Let them be strong and over come this bad dream they are living in right now. and let them know others around the world care and willing to help and they are in my prayers and others around the world and let the Japanese people know they are not alone. I ask the Creator of all things on Heaven and Earth to hear my prayers for those who need most than I do!


If you could change or create a new law, what would it be, and why?

I would make it a few laws That celebrities have to go to jail and serve hard time and not get special treatment. And I would make it a law that young kids who murder or other horrible crimes be automatically be tried as an Adult and get the death penalty of Murder of small children.
and make a law anyone who kills and (or) molest children or the Elderly Should get the death penalty automatically Why would I make these laws? Is because people who hurts or kills or molest Children and Old folks the kids can`t fight back and some of the old folks can`t fight back! And Celebrities don`t need to be treated spacial Everyone is treated the same in the court system (which they are not!)
11th-Apr-2010 10:50 am - Trying To Be...

Inspired by the Song: Stronger Woman by PUSHIM Queen of Japanese Reggie/Dancehall
Dedicated to all of my Sisters all over the world!

My Feelings and My Real Life Struggle

Trying to be a Stronger Woman Everyday! But it`s very hard to do! I will survive, I will over come! If anyone has a problem with it! They can just go to Hell! I am exactly what you see! Nothing More or Less, With all my Hang Ups & Problems Etc! For the Good and the Bad No one is going to tell me how I should be? I been Beaten,Raped and Left in a Bloody Mess and left for Dead! and Treated like some Guys Dog & Sex Toy, Slut & Whore. I been Robbed, Ridiculed all my life. I been filled up with Hate and Revenge! and all for nothing. I been F***ed Up for life! I am Angry,Sad, Hurt Confused and looking Help! I came back like a Phoenix out of the pit of HELL! I’ve been uptight! Been set up, and I’ve been shot down! There is times when I cry out for help and no one listens and runs away because the Japanese Girl is inferior than the others! And lost in the Darkness and confused can`t find her way out of the night. and looking for the light at end of the Deep Dark Forest. When others ran I Stood tall and proud and face the the fire head on alone and afraid! Blow by Blow! till I could not stand anymore. I got right back up and took more blows! And kept coming back more. And people say your one STUPID BITCH! for not knowing when to stop fighting! and giving in and just go die! (I am not going to give anyone the Satisfaction!) We don’t want any part of you! I have a heart of gold. I am a delicate as a Cherry Blossom Flower Petal. Friends I have many, I care for them more than anything in the world! I will be standing behind them through Fire & Hell and wont sell them out at any price!! I believe in the motto Friends Forever! A lot of people don`t know very well and don`t understand me because they don`t want to take the time to get to know me! I’m not the worst or the best Take me as I am or leave me be! I am just me A girl in the world I just me! And Proud!

Take Me As I Am For The Woman I Am!

Oh Lord, I got to get back somehow to you. Looking For My Life!
7th-Dec-2009 08:00 am - Love Is.......
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start
11th-Feb-2009 03:49 am - MEN and Japanese Women
Why do men think Japanese Girls/Women or any Asian Girls/Women think we are sex toys or play things? And our only job is being born to severe men and be some Horny Guys Toy! and only thing we can say is " Me so Horny me love you long time! Me want too f**ky S**ky! " You been watching too many Hollywood movies and Listening to many War Vets stories. Not all Asian Women are like that! Some of us want to be treated with Honor and Dignity!! We are not Sluts, Whores.Sex Slaves or Easy ETC! We are women who what to be treated with Respect and be treated like a person that has feelings. We are just like our sisters all over the world. We are Honorable women we like to have someone to be a friend and talk and have fun with and treated us like they should be. And have someone to hold us to make us feel better when we are sad and hurt. Not some pet you keep around for some quick bedroom games or when Little Jr wants to come out and play somewhere! Only Man I want to please is and to say "Me love you long time Me want to f**ky S**ky" is to my boyfriend or husband and please and pleasure them like any woman should.and give myself up to them my body & my heart Because they will pleasure me in return and treat me like a real woman and make me fell like a real woman and fulfill my needs like they want me to fulfill their needs!

Yes there are young Japanese high school girls ranging in age 15 to 18 who has a Japanese business men twice her age as a sugar daddy who gives her money for clothes and help pay for cell phone bills and gives sex in return but not all girls are not like that. This girl don't give her body up to no one only to the ones she loves and he loves her back. Guys I would to know what`s the big deal about dating Asian? I dated men almost of every race and i don't see the big deal about the race of the guy? I see noting special the or difference in a them as long as they treat me like a lady

Since You Men need some lessons about Japanese women I will be your Sensei (Teacher)

Men!!! Geishas are not prostitutes! They are are traditional, female Japanese entertainers whose skills include performing various Japanese arts, such as classical music and dance. They are hired to entertain business men to help them relax after a long day before heading home and they do not provide sex (unless they arrange to do it after The woman is off duty hours and not during business hours and on one knows about it)


Kogals are a subculture of girls and young women in urban Japan, one of several types of so-called gals. They are characterized by conspicuously displaying their disposable incomes through unique tastes in fashion, music, and social activity. In general, the kogal "look" roughly approximates a sun-tanned California Valley girl


Gangruro is an alternative fashion trend of blonde or orange hair and tanned skin among young Japanese women.Wears white panda make up around eyes and on lips. sometimes places jewel stickers under eyes.

I know Some guys are calling me a bi**h after reading this. Yes i can be Once a month I can be a super mega one! Us Women was born with that gene so we can put bitchy perverted men in their place when it needs to be done!

Not all guys are dumb stupid sex perverts. I know Guys who are kind and very loving and sweet here on this site and in real life They have my respect and love and friendship they know who they are! :) And I have their Love and Respect And I would do anything in my power to help them!

I am a sweet kind fun loving woman and cares for her friends. But! I am not scared to stand up to any man in the world. I would sink my nails and fangs and knock down some of that ego down to it right size. :D

To the Guys who think your God gift to women? Most of you are not and wont come close to it.Just put a collar on Jr and leash and keep him tied up before you run across a woman who will make you suffer and hurt you and will be just to do it and you will be another notch on her lipstick case and throw you in the trash like an old newspaper
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